一确重新开始。。一确从心开始。。

一步一脚印，一确重新开始。。也一步一脚印，一确从心开始。。

相信我，把你的手交给我，然后让我牵着你的手，一步一步走下去。。

天空因为你而变得更美丽，而我的世界也因为你而变得更实在，更精彩。。

我爱你。。

顏色筆

顏色筆。

小時候我總是很期待我有一盒屬于我自己的顏色筆。我喜歡涂鴉﹐喜歡在空白的白紙上亂繪一場。

還記得在幼兒園的時候﹐老師特別疼愛我。有那麼一次繪畫比賽﹐老師要我們自由發揮。不知何來的想法﹐天真的我選擇了以鴨子為我的主題。在我的畫里﹐鴨爸爸及鴨媽媽正帶著小鴨子們逍遙自在地在湖泊里游來游去﹐好不快活。我忘了我那時候的畫質﹐不管很慶幸的是我的努力得到了老師們的肯定﹐我得了第一名。或許應該這麼說﹐老師們也感染到我為那群鴨子畫上的幸福吧。

長大後的我依然喜歡顏色筆。我最後一次購買顏色筆已經是三年前的事情了。我依舊喜歡它那各種不同的顏色﹐我依舊喜歡它的質感。好想再一次拿起顏色筆畫上我自己的夢想﹐我盼望的家﹐更期待為我自己畫上一道美麗的彩虹﹐一片屬於我自己的天空。

我的顏色筆﹐我永遠的夢想。

封鎖

我討厭這種感覺。

我不懂怎麼形容﹐只知道這兩天的感覺超爛﹐仿彿我又跌進了低谷。我感覺到我臉部的僵硬﹐我知道這不是我自己﹐我只是拖著我身體而沒有了靈魂的傀儡。

我討厭我自己﹐討厭我的情緒﹐討厭我的思維﹐討厭我的無能﹐更討厭我的EQ。

好想再一次把我自己封鎖。

等待

它正在遠處著呼喚我。

我聽到了它的腳步聲。

我的心跳則因它的逼近而逐漸加速。

我知道﹐隨在它的到了﹐一確將揭曉 の 一個不能說的秘密。

我﹐唯有靜靜地等待。。

Handicapped Children's Home

Last weeked, I was there ~ Handicapped Children's Home.



Well my initial plan is to pay visit to Jubilee Home alone. But then I changed my plan after I get to know from my sis that there is a handicapped children's home just located few kilometers away from my home.

All the while I'm doing donation by myself. For this visit, I'm thinking of to do something different than before. I know myself can do much better than before if I able to look for more people to generate more fund for this charity event.

"more people = more hands = more donations = more funds = more foods = more hopes = more cares and loves"

19, yup that is the figure: one nine. I just can't picture myself, the little antz able to hunt for group of friends with kind heart to pay contribution to this handicapped children's home. Thanks god, my idea works! Hey guys, you all just awesome, appreciated it :) With the fund formed, here are the foods that we able to bring for them. We have rice, biscuit, noodles, baked bean, milk, cooking oil, onion, sardines, toilet rolls, and etc.

During the visit, other than to deliver them our foods and cares, I managed to capture some photo with help from my 4 years old compact digital camera @ Ixus 430. To be frank, I'm struggling in deciding whether to post or not to post those photos taken.

If I post, I may accidentally hurt these handicapped folks, or other may just think that I never take care of one's privacy and human's right, and etc. But if i don't post, other may never aware that there are misfortunate folks living in our society who need our care and love.

At last, I choose to post. I don't have any bad intention other than to deliver the story through my photos. I wish with my little efforts, I able to draw your attention to return the favor to our society: to give your hands to those misfortunate folks. 施比受﹐更有福 is always true.

Learn to be thanksful, and appreciate what we have now, always.






For those who are interested to pay these handicapped folk a visit, here is the address for your reference:

Handicapped Children's Home:
3730 & 3731, Jalan Belimbing, Ladang Chip Joo, 14000 Bukit Tengah, Bukit Mertajam. Penang.

They need your support. Let's float our society with love and care :)

世上令人无法自拔的是什么?

写于10.06.08

问题: 世上令人无法自拔的是什么?

(请花一两分钟仔细思考。)

冷笑话篇的答案: 你想太多了，是牙齿。

温馨篇的答案: 是爱情。

小人与人渣

写于04.06.08

现今的社会绝对是现实的，至少今天我有机会亲眼见识到它的残酷与不仁而造成另一个朝代的没落。

当你还是有利用价值的时候，有居心的他人就一定会把你牢牢捧在手心上，把你视为掌上明珠版的看待与苛护；而当你已替他人完成目的的时候，或你已变成毫无利用价值的时候，往往第一个被抛弃及被牺牲的人肯定就是你。说得难堪一点: 你，就是他人的替死鬼。

有些人为了追求个人名利而明争暗斗，或往往在你不注意的时候往你背后插上一刀，补上一脚，再来一个落井下石，这够可恶吧！别怀疑，这些毫不起眼的小动作正是出自于我们人类，不过却权限于一小部分卑鄙无耻的小人而已。

权，真的有那么重要吗? 真不明白为何有些人可为了权而作出损人利己的事情。为什么他们懂得花大部分的时间去寻找一个平常人的过失，或扭造事实，而不愿意把更多的心思投在工作上好好表现一番? 说实在，我好替那些养了这一种人渣的大公司感到无限的悲哀。好歹它们还号称它对管理员工有一套成功的制度而引以为荣，这简直是天下第一道大笑话及莫大的讽刺。因有小人的存在，我也特别为这些大公司感到担忧。好担心那里的员工因随波逐流而造就了一批又一批的人渣流入社会。未来的员工绝对是无辜的！



切记: 你在做，天在看。认定你的人格，认定你的立场，认定你的方向。真心希望这一种流传自战国时代的歪曲思维会有消失于世界上的那么一天。